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Jan Moran Neil has a Masters in Creative Writing from the University of Cambridge.

 

She was trained at the Royal Central School of Speech and Drama and the National Youth Theatre and is a widely published and performed playwright on the London Fringe and Masambe Theatre, Baxter, Cape Town.

 

Her plays include: Blackberry Promises, Brave Heart & Baggage, The Deadly Factor and A President in Waiting …published by New Theatre Publications www.plays4theatre.com.

 

The novel Blackberry Promises is available on Amazon. Her poetry has been commended and published in many anthologies in the UK and South Africa: Four Corners (Oxford University), Lunar Poetry, New Contrast SA, Reach Poetry, Rhyme & Reason (Founder Editor), Sarasvati, South, World Wide Writers, Zoomorphic.

 

Her sonnet Silver Surfing, included in this collection, won Bloomsbury Publishing’s International Sonnet Competition 2016 judged by Ruth Padel and the sonnet will be published in the Royal Society of Literature Review in December 2016.

 

Jan runs Creative Ink for Writers and Actors, established in 2000 and can be heard reading from her collection on the home page of www.janmoranneil.co.uk

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Poetry

 

138 x 216mm

 

60 pages

 

£7.99 + P&P UK

 

ISBN 978-1-910834-24-4

 

PUB:  28th NOVEMBER 2016

 

 

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Red Lipstick & Revelations was written as part of a Masters’ dissertation in Creative Writing at the University of Cambridge and includes international prize winning and commended poetry.

 

These poems  take you on an unexpected and winding  journey: from the African night air to Montreal, the road to Strathclyde or the Stranraer ferry. Shipwrecked, silver surfing or dressed to kill, we encounter love, loss, lamentation, laughter … and lipstick.

 

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(On the sonnet ‘Silver Surfing’ which won the Bloomsbury Publishing’s Writers and Artists’ International Sonnet Competition in association with the Royal Society of Literature.)

‘A lovely poem, with a beautifully confident voice, starting in medias res as Shakespeare sometimes does too, and a vivid, beautifully contemporary take on the universal feeling addressed by Shakespeare’s Sonnet 30. Lively, alert, convincing language.’

Ruth Padel

Judge

 

‘Jan Moran Neil’s poetic narratives are vivid and succinct – small slices of other people's lives, conveyed with wit and sympathy.’

Jem Poster

Emeritus Professor of Creative Writing, Aberystwyth University

 

‘A hugely ambitious collection, encompassing a wide range of themes, narrators and forms. The amount of thought and craft that has gone into this portfolio is admirable.’

Dr Sarah Burton

Course Director of Creative Writing MSt, University of Cambridge

 

‘These poems , dexterous and  with many stanzaic variations, dazzle like sudden sunlight on a windscreen, but this is an unexpected and winding  journey  – from the African night air to Montreal, the road to Strathclyde or the Stranraer ferry, shipwrecked , silver surfing or dressed to kill, we encounter  love, loss, lamentation, laughter – and lipstick.’

Patricia Sentinella

'Dear John, Dear Anyone …'

 

 

 

Red Lipstick & Revelations

 

Jan Moran Neil

Saving Grace

 

One night a bomb might go off

in Cardiff whilst you are in Shropshire

sitting on a sofa

not watching MasterChef

but you catch the shrapnel.

 

Or maybe there’s a fire on the Jubilee line;

you missed the two twenty nine,

decided not to catch the exhibition

but a stationary cab with ticking meter instead.

Your wallet is in shock at Bond Street.

 

What if there had been a gas explosion

in Glasgow but you didn’t complain

about your Benchmark Meeting

having been moved to Aberdeen?

You shiver.

 

Pull up your trench coat collar.

And tiptoe on

 

 

Bread Pudding Days

 

On soggy days

when the rain spits

my mother’s house is filled

with the warmth of cinnamon sticks,

rich dried fruit

and softly sifted sugar.

She folds and wraps our words:

the bargain cost of my orange gloves,

the price we paid for our lost loves,

our woeful tales of wicked hate,

our splendid plans to be great.

All are measured, sieved, considered

for their mixed worth

baked into something sturdy,

crusty, spongy and deeply palatable.

 

And in that cooking fragrance,

the weight and varied textures

touching half remembered edges,

my mother’s syllables and smiles stretch on:

a balm against the greying bits,

a refuge against the rain which spits.

 

 

Hand in Glove

 

Pulling over on to the hard shoulder,

dipping the rear view mirror,

I catch your hand moulded in leather,

lying on the back seat of my Mazda.

 

An imprint of your palm and fingers coated

in a patina of winking headlights.

I was on my way, without you, to Strathclyde,

when all along, behind, were inches of your outline.

 

The cast is giving an unlikely thumbs up.

I recall you had a tentacle grip.

Now loosened and released I am left

not knowing if I am all right or bereft.

 

You gave me sixpence when I gifted you those gloves.

Soppy superstition: that one might lose a love,

travel in diverse directions, if they weren’t paid for.

That unworn opal cost you far more.

 

We made a good pair when we met,

but you forced my hand to separate.

It’s fitting that you are now behind;

the road ahead is long but wide.

 

 

 

 

 

 

God and Lipstick

 

My first day! My first client! Oh, my God.

And her completed form tells me she’s eighty seven.

I’m giving her Bubble Bliss Heaven. Number

sixteen massage on the Client Care List. I say, ‘I hope

you have a lovely stay. Is your lipstick

Max Factor? Or X Factor?  Let’s make a start then.’

 

She lies on the bed, all quiet like, and then

I’m thinking, it’s like stroking a post mortem, dear God.

I say, ‘You’re wearing such a pretty lipstick.

And why not? Just a number, isn’t it, eighty seven?

You’ve done well to get to that age. I hope

I get to that age. Head up a little. Yes, just a number.’

 

Then she croaks, ‘Shall I tell you a story about a number?’

And I say, ‘Oh, I love a story. Go on then.’

And then she says, ‘It’s a Story of Hope.

It’s a Story of how I wish to meet God.

It’s a Story about not just being eighty seven.

It’s a Story about a Consignment of Lipstick.

 

‘In the days of release they gifted us lipstick

and to us it meant we weren’t just a number.

My number was A, two, six, one, eight, seven.

I had been a number, you see, up until then.

We were women who had never seen our faces or God

for years. We had forsaken hope.

 

‘That ruby red stick gave us not food but hope.

We were just hollow women wearing lipstick.

I couldn’t be sure, you see, there was a God

or if there was, was I to Him just a number?

I had been a number, you see, up until then.

I was A, two, six, one, eight, seven.

‘And now I’m eighty seven.

And I’ve learned to make friends with hope.

It gave a female corpse the thought that then

she might meet God with a slash of lipstick

on her sealed mouth. A mouth with a number

and no name. Just Lipstick and God.’

 

It’s then I notice it. Oh. My. God.

She’s in Room Seven. The VIP Gold Star Suite’s number.

Hope she won’t report me for mentioning her lipstick.

 

 

Silver Surfing

 

So quite suddenly I Google your name.

And there you are. Whisper of what you were.

Oh, how I want you back again the same.

Not bald and at odds with the camera.

This is not the face that lives in my head.

Or the boy who surfed distant, dazzling seas.

No. This is what I would have had instead:

a faded photocopy creased like me.

Two spools of thought cannot be reconciled:

the past that glides, the one that’s on this screen.

Whichever way both images are lined

with my not knowing the one in between.

Inadequate pixels and lines that flow

show nothing of my ebb. I let it go.

 

 

 

 

 

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