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Mark Totterdell was born in rural Somerset and has lived in Exeter for many years, where he works as a freelance copywriter.

 

His poems have appeared in many magazines including Agenda, Ambit, The Interpreter’s House, Magma, The Rialto and Stand, and in anthologies including Poems for a Liminal Age (SPM Publications 2015), Half Moon: Poems about Pubs (Otley Word Feast Press, 2016), Driftfish (Zoomorphic, 2016), Troubadour (Picaroon Poetry, 2017) and Diversifly: Poetry and Art on Britain’s Urban Birds (Fair Acre Press, 2018).

 

He won the 2012 Fire River Poets Competiton, the May 2014 Sentinel Literary Quarterly Competition, the 2014 Poems Please Me Competition and the 2016 Poetry Pulse competition, and has been placed, commended or shortlisted in many others.

 

His collection This Patter of Traces published in 2014 by Oversteps Books, was shortlisted for the Stare’s Nest Fledgling Award for the best first collection by a poet over the age of forty.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author and map photography Jane Thomas

 

Poetry

 

138 x 216mm

 

76 pages

 

£9.99 + P&P UK

 

ISBN 978-1-910834-80-0

 

PUB: 06/07/2018

 

 

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Mark Totterdell

 

Mapping

 

 

MAPS

 

191 – OKEHAMPTON AND NORTH DARTMOOR

 

Green to the moor, he saw each crystalled stone

as more itself than ever it would seem again.

Fearful of mire, the miles of the wide possible,

he aimed to follow faint red dots on paper.

 

 

176 – WEST LONDON

 

He was up for some finger-eared songs north of the river.

His view was unrestricted from the upper deck,

through wide-eyed windows. A diversion.

Still the jag of smashed shopfronts. The pillar of smoke

 

 

172 – BRISTOL AND BATH

 

His feet printed twenty miles of dashes

on simplifying snow, fields whiter than their map.

From Dundry, before descending to city slush,

he saw Welsh mountains, their small bright origami.

 

 

GENUS

 

Philaenus

 

This gobbet of white

was never cuckooed

– hoick, splat –

into the arsy-versy

armpit of the thistle.

 

This fort of froth, a foam-home

for the raw green speck

with pinprick eyes,

is a soft construct

of shat sap and fart.

 

 

Anguis

 

It’s no worm,

and it twists quick.

‘It’s not a snake

but a legless lizard’,

but what’s a snake

but a lizard that lost

its legs in another time?

Words squirm. It writes

and writes and writes

itself in cursive script.

Seized, there’s the

endless anguish

of autotomy,

 

the shed tail

writhing and

writhing and

writhing as if

it weren’t

severed

for ever

from

the

heart.

 

 

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The Warren House

 

Don’t drive here. Approach it on foot, past the stone stains

of Grimspound. You’ll see it from miles away, a fat

white grub on the matted fur of a Dartmoor roadkill.

Don’t think of storybook characters, much-loved pets,

 

plump straight for the speciality of the House,

tuck into the flaky pastry, the gamey flesh,

that piquant sauce of dissonance and guilt-pangs,

the sharpness of those painfully small bones.

 

 

The Shepherd and Dog

 

That day, when miles were shorter, I had walked

all day along the wavecrest of the downs

to down pints here, though I remember more

my dark climb afterwards back up the scarp.

 

That night, and in those unforgotten dreams

on later nights, sweet turf was all my bed,

I slept in soft cool green of beetles’ glow,

my world a room that found no need for walls.

BIRD

 

Cormorants

 

It’s nothing but a soft splosh

and widening, fading rings on the river.

Half a minute under. Eelbane.

 

Mute low flight. Wingtips never quite breaking

the tension. Baldraven. Shaggy tail

balancing diamond-bit head.

 

A score of black cyphers on lines either side

of the pylon. Coalbirds. Their pattern

charged with a semblance of meaning.

 

Seacrow. Unseen against the bladderwrack,

it’s only its own wrecked reflection,

shifting across the overturned sky.

 

 

Magpie

 

borrow a fagpie

sneak a quick dragpie

off down the pub so there’s no need to nagpie

 

just an old lagpie

grabbing a bagpie

black and white stripy-topped off with the swagpie

 

not one to bragpie

second-hand jagpie

see what a beauty he’s managed to blagpie

 

don’t lose your ragpie

he’s such a wagpie

waving a black and white piraty flagpie

 

fancy a shagpie

any old slagpie

all on his own with a well dodgy magpie

 

 

WELL

 

Sometimes

 

Sometimes you need to be beneath tall trees

by water, to follow the path from the road,

the faint trail from the path, to edge

past brambles, crushing the tiny leaves

of seedlings, trusting in their resilience.

 

Sometimes you need to be invisible, screened

by a green growth of unofficial balm,

to see an unpoeted kingfisher, the ash

unknowing of its written-up demise,

the beech as it was before the book, the word

 

 

Ice Cream

 

We’re walking towards Land’s End,

fields to our left, a vast sea to our right.

Ahead of us, an ice cream van like a shiny spaceship.

I turn to you and say

 

Can I have an ice cream, Daddy?

It’s my little nod to childhood.

I’m 47. You smile. Moments later

you turn to me and say

 

Can I have an ice cream, Daddy?

You’ve stolen my line without even knowing.

 

We walk on with our cones.

I’m bearing mine like a flaming torch.

The sea is such a long way down.

 

 

Well

 

Out of the piping of my pen

the ink flows dark and full

onto each empty waiting page,

with simple truths to tell

 

of innocence and harmony,

how all the world’s one whole,

of fish and fowl, of beast and tree,

the aptness of it all.

 

Up from the wellspring of my brain

the words unceasing spill,

as if they had the power to soothe

the sting that’s in the tale;

 

a world away, a gulf apart,

profounder by a mile,

there lies that other well, of which

I cannot speak at all.

“Mark Totterdell’s first collection, ‘This Patter of Traces’, was a tour de force of traditional lyric precision combined with a slightly 'askew' take on the poetry of landscape.  This new book looks even better, combining a love of maps and places with flora and fauna and a taxonomy of pubs. These poems are mainly brief encapsulations of time and place, yet range widely in terms of geography and in relation to our place in and of the world. So much knowledge worn so lightly. This is poetry of the first order, lively and interesting to read.”

Steve Spence

 

“Much-anticipated, the new book surpasses expectations, its sections staking out Totterdell’s characteristic territories: the engagingly reflective lone walker at large in OS maps; the meticulous describer of the natural world whose endlessly resourceful  language is our connection to its otherness; the connoisseur of the evocative names (and interiors) of pubs. Scintillating.”

Alasdair Paterson

This diverse collection of short poems in a variety of styles includes one individual’s erratic journey with maps through Britain’s landscapes, a crawl of quirky pubs, and brief encounters with an assortment of individual creatures from caterpillars to cormorants.

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